Lyrics of I threw you away

I threw you away
So i could play
I wanted the other side
What i didn't know
I was walking so fast
Now walking slow
Around (i ran?) to the butcher
He cut me up
I took a lot of years
For the pieces to get back
Slow walking now
Got no place to go
And i don't care
I feel like i'm there
I'm at the playground
But i'm watching the children
I can't play nothing
I don't know how
The spirit moves me
Along with the breeze
I alight on some sidewalk
It must be the park
I like the flowers
I like the statues
I threw you away
So i could play