Lyrics of If your fortune fails you

Say if your fortune fails you
You can say i was no good
Say i led you to destruction
Bye bye
I was outside of you
When you were all around me
Curtains (?) ???
I felt i was a hero
But it wasn't me
It was your lady
Hers
Now i got too many closing (?)
Too many mornings just aren't the same
Maniac visions of a world beyond my eyes
In the skies of our dreams mama
Heaven lead (leave?) you