Lyrics of J'avais pas les mots [in english]

I didnt have the words by lafouine

Since i hang out,at night,home,i hear mummy crying
In this rat-hole,nobody want me,i see the teacher laughin
Building n a,police office,i dnt even know where to go
When nothin alright,no cash,impossible to slope off (f*ck off)
Any diploma,some chromes and i hearing them talkin
Olympia,bercy,dme,i catching them dreamin.
Police beacon,police siren and i have a light sleep
True champagne,silicone : better for us to let go
Alone at the bottom of the class,i dreamt to come out from there

But i didnt have the words,didnt,didnt have the words
I should take her in my arms,tell her that she meant to me
But i didnt have the words,didnt,didnt have the words
Mum i love you,dad its the same i never could say it cause
I didnt have the words ,didnt,didnt have the words
Younger,i couldnt find the words to tell them my story
I didnt have the words, ,didnt,didnt have the words

When the doors are closed,i smoking weed and let em people talking.
I fall down,get back up,i seein my life knock over
Hit the first,hit the second* (transfer lever) :how many times i stalled?
Tell my father,tell my mother,i'll stay for many years
Insurance,gray card,from morning to evening im controled
No holydays,a little tise,in the distric ill pass all the summer
Shenanigans,articles,influence,what they say!
Infront of the wind,anything we're aiming wud become large,no matter what they say.

But i didnt have the words,didnt,didnt have the words
I should take her in my arms,tell her that she meant to me
But i didnt have the words,didnt,didnt have the words
Mum i love you,dad its the same i never could say it cause
I didnt have the words ,didnt,didnt have the words
Younger,i couldnt find the words to tell them my story
I didnt have the words, ,didnt,didnt have the words

Un-understood in my corner,nobody to talk to
"with the time you wont go far",the advisor used to tell me
Daddy stop to b*tching,mummy put down your broom
Too many years passed,never find the time to talk
Always absent,you was workin too much,she too hasnt the words
"when youll be big",often those words mixed up in my brain
I didnt have the words,didnt have the words
Bury in my silent bro i dindnt have the words