Lyrics of Even deeper

I woke up today to find myself in the other place
With a trail of footprints from where i ran away
It seems everything i've heard just might be true
And you know me, well you think you do
Sometimes, i have everything yet i wish i felt something

Do you know how far this has gone?
Just how damaged have i become?
When i think i can overcome
It runs even deeper

In a dream i'm a different me, with a perfect you, we fit perfectly
For once in my life i feel complete and i still wanna ruin it
Afraid to look, as clear as day, this plan has long been underway
I hear them call, i cannot stay, the voice inviting me away

Do you know how far this has gone?
Just how damaged have i become?
When i think i can overcome
It runs even deeper

Everything that matters is gone
All the hands of hope have withdrawn
Could you try to help me hang on?
It runs

I'm straight
I won't crack
On my way
And i can't turn back

I'm okay
I'm on track
On my way
And i can't turn back

I stayed
On this track
Gone too far
And i can't come back

I stayed
On this track
Lost my way
Can't come back

I stayed
On this track
Lost my way
Can't come back

I stayed
On this track
Lost my way
Can't come back

I stayed
On this track
Gone too far
And i can't come back

I stayed
On this track
Lost my way
Can't come back