Lyrics of Derelict

Oh mother, sure it makes you cry
To see your only son like this
Wherever you may be these days

It has been a year now that i can find no sleep
No matter what i try i fail
So i can see precisely how my body fades away
A skeleton to anyone, a symbol of decay

(chorus:)

I live in hell
There's no other words for this place
I cannot tell
What turned my life into this maze i'm left alone
On the whole
A derelict is what i am
A fallen soul
A wandering shadow of a man losing his mind

The ones who are against me, i fear them all around
What have i done, what is their plan
Is it just paranoia, i don't know what's going on
A victim of conspiracy or haunted by a phantom?

(chorus:)

I live in hell
There's no other words for this place
I cannot tell
What turned my life into this maze i'm left alone
On the whole
A derelict is what i am
A fallen soul
A wandering shadow of a man losing his mind