Lyrics of Bother

Verse 1:
Wish i was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which i cater

Chorus:
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once i hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Verse 2:
Wish i was too dead to care
If indeed i cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish i had a reason;
My flaws are open season
For this, i gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

Chorus:
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once i hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Verse 3:
Wish i'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
With its memories
Diaries left
With cryptic entries

Chorus: (changed)
And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once i hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Last chorus: (changed)
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once i hold on
I'll never live down my deceit