Lyrics of Everything

They tell me i have to get out of bed
They tell me i have to keep up my strength
I've got to eat something
I'm hoping that the taste will kill me
I have agonized to find a different way

And there is no soothing for the boiling of my skin
There is no comfort here

So what if i'm standing here?
I still hurt from my hair to my feet
I know this is nothing now but once it was everything

They tell me i have to get up and dressed
They tell me i have to start getting out
I've got to keep busy
Maybe exhertion will do me in
I have been defiled a thousand different ways

There is no pressure for the hemorraging
There is no healing me

So what if i'm walking now?
I still burn every time that i breathe
I know this is nothing now but once it was everything

It rips me from my dreams
I swear i hear your voice
I run from room to room to find you

So what if i'm walking now?
I still burn every time that i breathe
I know this is nothing
Nothing
To me this is everything