Lyrics of Disconnected

I'm astray somehow
Lose myself to an inner pain
The chaos fed waves of sanity
Slam the door shut again
Can you really see me
As i slowly pass on by
Do you think you hear me
Spoken words i don't recall

The distant ways of life...

Drawing closer to the grief inside
I plunge deeper every day
All i wish for peace of mind
The reason why i cannot stay
Leaving it all behind

I've tried to find a way
Disperse the shadows in my mind
And all these times i did fail
Too blind to see it now
Cold fingers around my neck
So tight i grasp for air
To escape the sleepless nights
There's a price to pay