Lyrics of Well of happiness

Years & years i searched for this
Found the right one? no i didn't
Hypocrisy is all what remains
Shall i be happier if i cut my veins?

Are you my well of happiness?

Here i sit again & cry
Wondering what's the point of my life
Are you the one i was searching for?
Or another deception which i can't take no more

Are you my well of happiness or not?