Lyrics of Demoralized

In your eyes
Do i look empty?
Can you see inside my lies?
Do you talk about the way that i behave?
How i'm digging my own grave?
It's not alright
I feel demoralized

On i go
Still i feel no self control
My fuse is blown
Keeps me searching for
A way to fill this void
Now i fear you've grown annoyed
It's not alright
I feel demoralized

Today i looked inside myself
Found it harder to defend
All the choices i have made
I fell. i tripped again
This all seams stupid
When the pain comes crashing in
I know it's not fine
But i'll lie

Another day
Another complicated sleepless laden night
Think i'll find myself
A brand new hole to hide
Somewhere i won't loose my mind
I feel demoralized

Today i looked inside myself
Found it harder to defend
All the choices i have made
I fell. i tripped again
This all seams stupid
When the pain comes crashing in
I know it's not fine
But we'll lie

Tell me you know me
You'll never loath me
Or lie to me
Owe that to me

Today i looked inside myself
Found it harder to defend
All the choices i have made
I fell. i tripped again
This all seams stupid
When the pain comes crashing in
I know it's not fine
But we'll lie