Lyrics of Serenity

No mother ever loved her child like mine
And what i realize now makes for a difficult time
We try our best with good intents but it's trial and error
Now we're left digging into ourselves for our terrors
I was not the most picked on kid
But i sure hate a lot of people for a lot of things they did
Sometimes i think i'm still controlling the damage
That could drive me into realms of thought so savage
Serenity
I must decide on my serenity
Some i love have now died
I won't regain those moments replace the times i didn't try
To be to them what i feel i should have been
Sometimes dreams just turn out to be dreams
And some things that were done to me
I know i turned around and i did to someone else
Who might now be hating or forgiving me
I have a lord to follow i begin by forgiving myself