Lyrics of Disintegration

I've spent my last nights, strung up and pulled tight
Holding out, sleep and grow
An answer comes without a please
Do what you want

Wonder why i'm so caught off guard when we kiss
Rather live my life in regret than do this
What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased?
Hanging on a cigarette, you need me, you burn me, you'll burn me

Hushed with a finger
Don't say you'll never, when you might, or just another time
This poison comes instruction free
Do what you want, but i'm drinking

Wonder why i'm so caught off guard when we kiss
Rather live my life in regret than do this
What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased?
Hanging on a cigarette, you need me, you burn me, you'll burn me

Lie, lie better next time, stay on my side tonight, oh
Lie, lie better next time, stay on my side tonight, oh
Lie, lie better next time, stay on my side tonight, oh
Lie, lie better next time, stay on my side tonight, oh

Lie, lie better next time, stay on my side tonight, oh
Lie, lie better next time, stay on my side tonight, oh
Lie, lie better next time, stay on my side tonight, oh
Lie, lie better next time, stay on my side tonight, oh

I wonder why i'm so caught off guard when we kiss
I'd rather live my life in regret than do this
What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased?
Hanging on a cigarette, you need me, you burn me, you'll burn me

What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased?
Hanging on a cigarette, you need me, you burn me, you'll burn me