Lyrics of Thinking of you

I never held much hope that this would last.
Now you're the ghost of one more christmas past.
And it feels like a lifetime,
But it's all been in my mind since june.
When your first shot broke
Across the bow of my boat
And sunk me down into the blue.

Though i try every day,
I just can't escape
Thinking of you.
As i lie here awake,
It's all i can take
Of thinking of you.

I can't say how this time is not the same
As every other what-was-her-name?
But this must be how dying
A thousand times over would feel.
And as you pull the trigger,
All i hear is a whisper,
Some sordid apology.

Though i try every day,
I just can't escape
Thinking of you.
As i lie here awake,
It's all i can take
Of thinking of you.