Lyrics of Chaos & piss

I thought that you were driving, but you've given me the wheel
There's rain clouds out there, that you don't wanna feel
Your anger's like a razor blade, it's just too bloody real
I thought that you would be here, no i just don't get it
Hey i also feel things more than i should
I don't relax very often, as often as i could
I worry how the whole thing looks, it doesn't look good
But i thought that you would be here, no i just don't get it
And being clear gets too much for me, just like it does for you
Even though i want to, i want to, i don't
I don't feel like calming down, no i don't
I don't feel like hiding out, so i won't
I can't turn the volume down, so i sit here in this
Chaos and piss, watching the storm passing
Storms are beautiful, right here it's beautiful
I came all this way to be with you, and you're already gone
If i was a good friend, i could right this wrong
I'd kick away your crutches, make you walk on your own
I really thought you'd be here, i just don't get it
Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole, i could go down with you
Even though i want to, i want to, i won't
I don't feel like calming down, no i don't
I don't feel like hiding out, so i won't
I can't turn this volume down, so i sit here in this
Chaos and piss, watching the storm passing
It's beautiful
I'm a willow tree, you can't blow me over
And my roots go deep in anger
I wanna feel the wind as it whips me like a prisoner
I wanna be here
I wanna be here
I don't feel like calming down, no i don't
I don't feel like hiding out, so i won't
I can't turn the volume down, so i sit here in this
Chaos and piss, watching the storm passing
Storms are beautiful, this life is beautiful
It is