Lyrics of Looking for teen friendship

I think about what we could have been if you had stayed as i look into your eyes then turn my head away everything happened so fast i think of my stupidity as i think about our past why did you have to leave? why did you make me make-believe? that what we had was real love i thought i couldn't get enough but then you announced the end causing pain i cannot mend it's true i'm an imbecile i thought what we had was for real don't you realize what we had oh my, now i'm always mad can't you hear my malicious tone as i sit here all alone