Lyrics of Looking down the barrel

I've given up on living my return
It's better than i ever wanted, i know
And anytime i want to feel right i just run into the wrong light
Looking down the barrel of no fun

But i might as well be the only one left in hell
I might as well become

'cause it was never my biggest concern
My boredom was so frightening that i know
That anytime i want to feel right i just run into the wrong light
Looking down the barrel of no fun

But i might as well be the only one left in hell
I might as well become

I just don't feel right and my mind is coming on
I just don't feel right and my mind is coming on
'cause even when i can tell myself i'm barely gonna run
Even when all the chemicals are responsible fun

But i might as well be the only one left in hell
I might as well become

I might as well
I might as well, yeah
I might as well, hey, yeah, yeah, yeah