Lyrics of Beautiful things

Time goes by and every day
I throw up my pills 'cause they don't kill the pain
The only thing that severs my chain
Is hoping that someone might feel the same
And the vices i have only bring me to shame
The blood on my hands only keeps me awake
And the answer is gone but my question remains
"am i crazy or am i the only one who's sane?"

Because i'm honestly happier when i'm sad
When i'm alone at least i know that i have a friend
And if the beautiful things come to an end
At least i know that i'm not dead

I live in a world made of broken glass
I get older but i swear that time doesn't pass
The only thing that carries me through
Is hoping that someone is hurting too
And the vices i have are my only friends,
But they choke me until all my faith is dead
The body i have only lasts till it's gone,

So after i die did i even exist at all?

Because i'm honestly happier when i'm sad
When i'm alone at least i know that i have a friend
And if the beautiful things come to an end
At least i know that i'm not dead

And maybe someday when the stars are dead,
We'll fall in love with the earth again
And maybe someday when the earth is dead,
We'll fall in love with ourselves again

And maybe someday when the stars are dead,
We'll fall in love with the earth again
And maybe someday when the earth is dead,
Well maybe we will wish that we'd done things better
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And maybe someday when the earth is dead,
We'll fall in love with ourselves again
And we'll fall in love