Lyrics of Staying up

No food to eat, all the money's been wasted from last week
I can't even leave, so i sleep in the basement, making up rap beats
Hot cup of tea, it's four o'clock in the middle of the night, and i can't sleep
It's all on the peak, so bad i can taste it while it eats me

How can i sleep if i don't have dreams?
I just have nightmares
How can it be?
I still believe something is out there

Some part of me feels a little bit naked and empty

I'm stuck underneath a few dirty old blankets to comfort me

And there's a light, and i can see why i'm still alive
Mommy won't lie, cause if she did, i would've died
All the time i sit and try, you think i'd be down
Every night, i'm sick and why, oh, i'm staying up this time

How can i sleep if i don't have dreams?
I just have nightmares
How can it be?
I still believe something is out there