Lyrics of Hatred

(music: breitenbach - eilen)
(lyrics: eilen)
(arranged by breitenbach)

A little room with a lattice window
Here i live there's nothing more
Outside concrete, grey and cold
This is my home, i'm the one who's left
The second made me be the one i am
The stories people tell here are heavy
And this is mine...

Oh my love was great,
Thought that i am the only one you need
You gave me the only
Meaning to my life
I changed everything for you
Said that we'd love until we die
And somehow
We made the words come true

The first year we were together
Nothing bad i did expect
Two people in a world full of honey
And slowly i got blind
Something happenedin the second year
We were kissing but our eyes weren't closed
And sex became a different thing
Than we did a few weeks ago

I didn't want to realize it
I didn't want to see
You said you went to the doctor
What a beautiful lie
For the time we didn't speak too much
And what we spoke was simply shit
I knew i would like to get rid of it

So one day you were calling the "doctor"
And i saw you leaving our home
I followed you to his place
And looked through the window
You were kissing
You were pissing
You were fucking that man
And i was watching you

So believe, i jumped through the window
To get you, my dear
I was taking the knife that i had
And ram it into your head

Good-bye!