Lyrics of Real life illustration

From the dawning of my infancy
You were always watching over me
Realization of a vacant heart, searching
Come to find out you were worlds apart

I fear the time, when my mind's confused by my example
A portrait of, to show you love
Greater hopes and promises for you

In these years gone past, i've come to be
More aware of opportunities
Every now and then deferring right, hoping
You don't see the conflicts in my life

I fear the time, when my mind's confused by my example
A portrait of, to show you love
Greater hopes and promises for you