Lyrics of Negative sides of optimistic eyes

Trying not to hold my breath
But my lungs are filled inside this chest
I've been hopeless and i couldn't have cared less
Of anything that could or has been said
In the future past and present tense

Been my own best friend
With clouds over my head
Been on this sinking ship
Decided that it's sink or swim
The water's comin' in
Foundations wearin thin
Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever be missed
If you swim with the ship again

Trying not to hold my breath
But my lungs are filled inside this chest
I've been hopeless and i couldn't have cared less
Of anything that could or has been said
And what those words mean or what they meant
In the future past and present tense

Been my own best friend
With clouds over my head
Been on this sinking ship

Decided that it's sink or swim
The water's comin' in
Foundations wearin thin
Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever be missed
If you swim with the ship
Givin up inch by inch

In twenty words or less i'll describe this mess
I've drank to forget, full of hopelessness
Never cared what they said
I'm on this ledge in crisis and i couldn't care less

Been my own best friend
Clouds over my head
Been on this sinking ship
Decided that it's sink or swim
The water's comin' in
Foundations wearin thin
Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever be missed
If you swim with the ship
Givin up inch by inch
And i've lost my own bestfriend