Lyrics of Living hell

Crushing pain, my soul shall die
Big girls don't complain and big boys don't cry
As you murder my soul, i keep it all inside
The hate that i feel will have to hide
Souls can be murdered but they cannot be denied
Sadness and anger fill me like the tears i never cried
You taught me so well, i can't tell you what's wrong
So i'll demonstrate the tortures that made me strong
Nobody loves me because nobody knows me
If i tell them about me, they'll laugh at me
I will always be alone because i cannot tell
No one to tell of my living hell