Paroles de Suicyde

(verse 1)
Somebody help me, i'm thinkin i can't cope
Early in the mornin, looked in the mirror and seen myself hangin from a rope
And it got me in a fucked up state of mind
I'm havin thoughts of blowin my brains out from time to time
I often feel like i'm livin on the run
And i'm straight nervous, paranoid, so i'm sleepin with a gun
I close my eyes and i can hear them bitches screamin
I'm wide awake and yet it feels like i am dreamin
What would i do, i think i need a head shrink
Every time a killin is done, i write it down in blood not ink
I always wanna take my own life, put a bullet in my dome
Maybe that will make me feel right

(chorus)
Instead of homicide i feel like suicide
Somebody help me
Instead of homicide i feel like suicide
Instead of homicide i feel like suicide
Somebody help me (somebody help me)

(verse 2)
I'm paranoid as fuck, i'm havin nightmares cause of what i've done
I killed this fool for no muthafuckin reason
Was there a motive behind it?
Not that i know of, all i can say is that muthafucka reminded
Me of this trick i had a big funk with
So i snuck up on that mark and let the muthafuckin hatchet kick
Head smash, peeled his muthafuckin cap back
And later on that night i'm askin myself, why did i do that?
I should have knew that nukka wasn't him
With no remorse i smoke a blunt and kill a fifth of that faygo, then
Went to sleep, now i'm seein this nukka in my dreams
Wish i was dead, on in the head
Somebody help me

(chorus)

(verse 3)
Now i'm paranoid, body shiverin, got me wakin up in a cold sweat
I grab my hatchet, put it to my dome, wonderin if i should just die yet
These voices in my head keep tellin me to swing it
And to my own muthafuckin brain it's like i'm goin insane
Feel like i'm looney, a nukka be gettin psychotic thoughts
I'd rather be takin a quick way out than gettin caught by the law
Then spend the rest of my life locked in a cell
So what the fuck am i do to get up outta this shit
Swing the hatchet, and let it go split(phlept)

(chorus)