Paroles de Rubicon

Praying for myself, these thoughts i try to hide
I have faith in me and hope this will survive
But it's tearing me apart, i can't hear the words by which i guide
So i must ask again, "who will carry me?"

I cannot deny that nothing can defend
From the helplessness that's cutting deep inside
And i cannot prevent the thought that nothing's real
Seems i've waited years for this day to end

The strength i need to feel, the pride inside of me
Are not there behind the face staring back at me
The anger and the pain of knowing where i am
I have come so far and i cannot return

Nothing i can do that i have not done
No words i can say, no truth left that i can see
So must i let this end and everything fall apart
Before i live my life as i have always done

Tell me what to do so i do nothing wrong
Something i can hope for, something real that i can see
So nothing falls apart, so that it does not end
I cannot return, i can't start again

Nothing to deny, nothing to defend
From the helplessness cutting me so deep inside
And i can't prevent the thought that nothing's real
It seems i've waited years for this day to end

Praying for myself, these thoughts i try to hide
I have faith in me and hope this will survive
But it's tearing me apart, i can't hear the words by which i guide
So i must ask again who will carry me

Nothing i can do that i have not done
No words i can say, no truth left that i can see
So must i let this end and everything fall apart
Before i live my life as i have always done

Tell me what to do so i do nothing wrong
Something i can hope for, something real that i can see
So nothing falls apart, so this does not end
I cannot return, i can't start again

Nothing i can do that i have not done
No words i can say, no truth left that i can see
So must i let this end and everything fall apart
Before i live my life as i have always done

Tell me what to do so i do nothing wrong
Something i can hope for, something real that i can see
So nothing falls apart, so this does not end
I cannot return, i can't start again