Il testo della A gift a curse

What i've done, what i've seen. the lives i've touched, what does it mean? losing track of everything. i gave it all, but what did i gain? and i don't care what waits for me on the other side of life's release. 'cause when i close my eyes your face is all i see, so even if i die i'll never rest in peace. i was desperate just to shine. now i struggle constantly to survive. i have nothing to prove to you. what i've done, what i've seen. the lives i've touched, what does it mean? losing track of everything. i gave it all, but what did i gain? and i don't care what waits for me on the other side of life's release. 'cause when i close my eyes your face is all i see, so even if i die i'll never rest in peace. and i've tried so many times to show that what i feel is real. no, this is not a joke. but you keep pushing me, yeah, you keep pushing me and now you've gone too far. and there's no turning back. and now i hope you choke and fucking burn in hell. burn. nothing changes. all i know is that i'm alone in this. silently i wait hoping you'd come back for me. all i know is that i'm alone in this. silently i wait hoping you'd come back for me. seems like i'll be waiting 'till the end. knowing that i can't speak to you again. truth is you were never there. i don't need your empty words or bullshit sympathy. so here's a gift for all those years of mocking me. now i wish all this evil upon you. you deserve to feel what i'm going through. now i wish this evil upon you. you deserve to feel what i'm going through.