Il testo della Happy ending

Hmm, i dont even wanna fucking do this song for real
But i wouldnt be real if i didnt

I be sitting by myself and i be thinking, mama what have i become
All i wanted was a family but i when i look i be the only one
Losing everything but money, everybody left
And i dont even get to see my young

Only happiness i get is in the studio
When i get to do another run
On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it slows
Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting sowed

I been doing this a minute, but i think i want to end it
Cuz i think im on a higher level when i go
But the music i be doing it, be losing it
I'mma make it really tough for me to grow

All i wanted was a family portrait
See my babys on a ranch with horses
But i was fucking devil bitches in corsets
I was never really good, then i torched it

Im sorry mrs. jackson im speaking for real
And i never meant to make your daughter cry
But i guess im a failure with women
Im lost and i feel like i oughta die

Feel like it, im rotting away, my life is jus off in the gray
How much does it cost? i will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today
I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if i get blasted
This is suicide letters all over again, i thought that i passed it

But i guess that i didnt cuz this one is written
And there is no mending
But i broke, i'mma a joke when i croak
I jus hope that i wont be descending

But this aint a joke, i want you to know
That tech nina is never pretending
Alone in my bed with a gun to my head
Asking, where is my happy ending? yeah

Tell me who it is?
What about me?
Where is my happy ending?
What about me?
Is this a life worth living?

You know how it begins
But how does it end for me?
Will i ever live?
Or does he have it in for me?
Will this pop before i stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark im seeing?

Yeah, i put my life in this music, nina is inside out
I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside bout
Will they keep feeling nina forever this? i doubt
Can never cry for help so if you listening this my shout

Im searching for the passageway to happiness
But im worldly so i have to lay in nastiness
Yes this a strange year, worldwide fames near
But the game's queer, sometime i feel like im rudolph the reindeer

But instead of a red nose, i stay in my red clothes
And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred grows
Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he possess a dead soul?
Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread mold?

Now as my head goes, wish i could shed those
Because all of the times the nina was shorted when i bled froze
So now that im cold blooded and hella sick
Is what the med shows, the tred slows
And dont even think you reviving a dead rose, yeah

Tell me who it is?
What about me?
Where is my happy ending?
What about me?
Is this a life worth living?

You know how it begins
But how does it end for me?
Will i ever live?
Or does he have it in for me?
Will this pop before i stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark im seeing?

Listen, im on the verge of insanity but im competent
Im breaking, so i picked this one to vent
The reason i look away when you talk to me
My brain is producing evilness, im drowning in 151 and rum i meant

Thats how i feel
I sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill
But i know damn well that the people like me
Really wanna know how to chill

This is life is bout it, check bout it
(incomprehensible)
Think of all the love i lost
Because my quest is not a meal

I feel like you, stupid, dont talk to me im cracking up
I dont mean laughter, im full of bitterness and its backing up
And i live with angels but lately demons been shacking up
Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood im hacking up

I love my kids and my fans, inside i sob harder
Cuz you paid the price for my life and its right like bob barker
And i wont pretend that its okay, im no facade starter
So i guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa

Tell me who it is?
What about me?
Where is my happy ending?
What about me?
Is this a life worth living?

You know how it begins
But how does it end for me?
Will i ever live?
Or does he have it in for me?
Will this pop before i stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark im seeing?