Il testo della In two

I am split in two

Sometimes i want to be a saint
I wanna wallow in my sleaze
One minute i'm a goddess
And the next a bitch, diseased
Today i want to save the world
And tomorrow watch it burn
I come by my lessons painfully
Then forget all that i've learned
When i want to

I want to i want to when i want to i want to

I know what i want i want everything
I know what i want i want nothing

I want to make you happy
Then beat the smile from your face
I will become your downfall
And your saving fucking grace
I want to be a virgin
I want to fuck you 'til you bleed
I will worship you then spit in your face
I don't want who i need
But i want you

I want you i want you when i want you i want you

I know what i want i want everything
I know what i want i want nothing

I wish for happiness
When my mind becomes my hell
But sometimes there's comfort in my pain
'cause i know it so well
I want to slay the demons
That still haunt me day and night
But sometimes i'm grateful for my fear
It reminds me i'm alive
But i hate to

I hate to i hate to
But i hate to be afraid
No matter who you think you see
It's only ever half of me
Inside my head is deafening
Please help me

All i want is for this to stop i need all this to stop all i want is for this to stop i need all this to stop please god just make it stop god damn it never stops fuck me just make it

And i pray
For some silence
Why am i two i's?
The pain is slowly killing me
The war that others cannot see
It's what i go through
'cause i am

In two

I am split in two