Lyrics of This long hour

Make it go away
This is not the first time it's loud
Shouting for more space
And i can only hear this one sound
I am now awake
Stepping out and breaking from lines
Something has been changed
But not enough to make up your mind
It's setting fire to my ideals
And i just don't know
How much more that i can take

I can't stand in this line anymore
Now i know i can feel this
I can't even decide if i know
How to be whatever this is
Take each breath at a time
Just to hold myself here now disarmed
Who's in control now i'm awake

I'll throw one straight stone
At a time at this fearful reflection
Of my face in front of me, i'll change
It's grown hard now to breathe
I will learn and i will find a new way

Is it a mistake, this is not the first time
It's loud, shouting for more space
And i can only hear this one sound
I can't stand in this line anymore
Now i know i can feel this
Who's in control now i'm awake, cos i am not

I'll throw one straight stone
At a time at this fearful reflection
Of my face in front of me, i'll change
It's grown hard now to breathe
I will learn and i will find a new way

I'll throw one straight stone
At a time at this fearful reflection
Of my face in front of me, i'll change
It's grown hard now to breathe
I will learn and i will find a new way

Who's in control now i'm awake
'till the end of this long hour
This one thing, that i really wanna know

Who's in control now i'm awake
'till the end of this long hour
This one thing, that i really wanna know

I can't stand in this line anymore
Now i know i can feel this
Who's in control now i'm awake, cos i am not

I'll throw one straight stone
At a time at this fearful reflection
Of my face in front of me, i'll change
It's grown hard now to breathe
I will learn and i will find a new way

I'll throw one straight stone
At a time at this fearful reflection
Of my face in front of me, i'll change
It's grown hard now to breathe
I will learn and i will try, now to breathe
I'll learn to define, how this feels
I'll learn, i can't wait in this line
It's not who i am