Lyrics of Decimated dreams

All the kids around me, aspire to do their best
Proud parents and teachers judging the contest
But i am just too lazy, too bored out of my mind
Beating away in the bathroom until i went blind

I always knew that i, was different somehow
And that i would never submit to be like them
They made me feel weird, insecure and scared
But i learned to fight it, learned how to be proud

Everyone is busy, plotting out their lives
While i will start to bother when the day arrives
They struggle to fit in, they keep it up until they die
But in the end they realize its just a lie