Lyrics of Was it all just in my head

I left home for southern california.  perfect day.  a perfect alibi.  but in my heart of hearts.  i knew that it meant nothing.  without you beside me.  you're my arrow home.  some nights i'd lay awake.  saw your tears going crazy.  wild horses running like the wind.  there were baby's with your eyes.  you held them in the arms of mercy.  they were miracles to me.  but the river runs so fast.  you're never in the same place twice.  are you still here inside my bed.  or was it all just in my head.  i used to try. my best to make love hide all the wreckage.  ever time i drove my heart right over the edge.  but the river runs so fast.  you're never in the same place twice.  are you still here inside my bed.  or was it all just in my head. crashed out in deloraine.  ny city's blue with rain.  you got my heart shining like cellophane.  still those years they went like lightening.  some were theives and some were dancing.  wrapped in over coats of heart ache. but the river runs so fast.  you're never in the same place twice.  are you still here inside my bed.  or was it all just in my head.